December 31, 2015

Thought I'd make an effort to at least close out the year with a post. It really has been good year and I anticipate 2016 to be even better. I did some firsts this year -- hiking, watching hockey live, going to the Wolf Den -- and I'd like to do more first and just plain more of everything from here on out.

My babies are home. God hears my prayers and answers most of them.

I honestly can't ask for too much more. Life is good and will be even better in the future.

Goodbye 2015. I'm going to bed now.

December 15

The generosity of people amaze me. Linda Coppola, who is the principal of St. Mary-St. Michael School, gave Anthony and Carol a massive bag full of gifts for Allena from the giving tree. For some reason she thinks we're that poor. She also gave Anthony one of the Christmas trees from the festival of trees. Carol is devastated, as am I, to think she believes we're that bad off. But the thought alone is so wonderful and kind and good.

Anthony, Allen and I took a ride up to Anthony and Karla's for an hour or so. My Anthony showed Carol's Anthony all the bows and arrows and stuff that he's made. And Allena got to play a little with Kayla. God is answering my prayers little by little. I just need for my precious daughter to melt her heart towards her brother and other people and stop judging and start loving. I believe it will happen. I do.

December 10

Tomorrow I'll have another kidney procedure done. This time it's not laser blasting from the outside. He's going in - without surgery. Ugh! He's going to blast from the inside and pull out the pieces one by one. I don't want to know the details!!! So I'm off until Monday.

There's more but I don't know what I wanted to write here. I need to come every day.

I remembered today that my Godfather, Robert's brother (Tony's father) had a handle bar mustache. I would like to record memories of my life so I don't forget them one day.

December 3

Things are much better.  Thanksgiving was insane but good. I hope someday to have my whole family together.  Carol seems to be really trying. She even talked to Anthony at the tree lighting on the Green. I love my kids so very much.

Shai came up from Florida and we got together at Dunkin Donuts and talked for hours the night before Thanksgiving.

I really should remember to keep up with this so I don't forget my life.

November 22

Carol honestly believes that Anthony and all of them hate her. They're going to go to Chris and Amber's for Thanksgiving and she said even if they had nowhere to go she would make up something so as not to go to theirs. She said she's never going to have holidays with them.

Why do I feel like she's repeatedly stabbing me in the heart?

This is wholely and completely in her head. If people -- anyone -- doesn't like her it's because of her attitude. I know Anthony loves her. You could see the hurt in his eyes when he says he'd love for them to go up his house and then says but I guess you won't, to Anthony 2.

I'm trying to not allow this to affect me. I don't want to sacrifice my health because of stress. My dying wish will be that she ends this and loves him. I know I won't die in peace any other way.

God help us all.

November 21

November 21, 2013 - I held my Pino  in my arms for the last time. Or really I lay on top of him while he left forever. There isn't a day that I don't miss him. But I almost missed that today was that anniversary.

November 16, 2015

I miss him so very much. :(

Diana is pregnant -- due in July. At least it's a happy day too. I cried like a baby when she called and told me. I don't know why.

November 15, 2015

Six years ago today, I couldn't envision a world without Allen in it, even though I knew he was dying. I couldn't wrap my head around it. Come 1-1:30 a.m. tonight, it will be six years since he left this world. I had no chance to say goodbye. I wasn't allowed at the wake. I wasn't allowed to see him before he died while he was still aware. I had no closure. I still don't. For the most part my life is wonderful -- I try not to allow any negativity into it. But when I think too much, like right now, I don't know how I can even be. I know he didn't love me anymore but that didn't mean I stopped loving him. I miss him so very much. Even if I only saw him in passing, at least I got to see him.

On a normal note -- I spent the day scrubbing our dead refrigerator -- the freezer works fine. Got to get Rich or Chuck to do something about it. Carol's friends Bob and Leah are going to give us their fridge when they get their new one in a few weeks -- if it fits in the apartment. In the meantime, we need this one fixed.

I also worked all day rearranging the built in cabinet by the fridge. I inventoried all our non perishables too. I'm bone tired.

November 8, 2015

RI Comic-con. I had my picture taken with Alex Kingston. --Riversong. Oh My God! Saw and spoke to others -- Barbara Eden, Margo Kidder, Lou Ferrigno, Henry Winkler (only took pictures of those two), had my picture with Lorenzo Lamas! What a great day Margaret candy I had!

Last night Cosmic had a great investigation in Naugatuck. The people were really nice. I hope we can help them.

October 17

Anita came down - met me downtown and we drove around to some of the old places. Then we went to the Elks and had lobster rolls with Chris and Marcia. After they left we just sat and talked until 9:00. Tomorrow she'll visit with Carol.

October 8

Oh my God! Another miracle. A true miracle that should be documented as one. Lindsey just posted a family picture. Benjamin is a miracle baby. EVERYONE in Tony's family. EVERYONE. With his father holding the baby and his sister standing near my sister and everyone smiling and Oh My God! Thank You. It's answered prayers. That's all I can say. Tony's father and sister haven't spoken to him in so long I can't remember. Could another miracle happen? Could he come out of his forever depression? Oh my God. Wow!!

I am totally believing that all of my prayers for reconciliations will be answered. All of them. Especially those for my own children. Just wow!

Thank You so very much!

October 7

And Sam is gay which is fine but I wish she had told me and not just Carol. Assuming no one else in the family knows.

Anthony #2 and I went to the Vitrus training for St. Mary-St. Michael's. Very interesting

October 6

More answered prayers. First Karla wants to take Allena with her, Kayla and Lia to see a kid's show at Oakdale. Anthony #2 thinks Carol will say yes. We will see. But Carol ran into Lindsey and I believe they're on their way to making up. Carol will be speaking to her again. I'm so happy.

Little bits at a time. My God is answering my prayers. Thank You, Lord.

October 4

So October is here and I haven't posted. It's always been my favorite month. Ricky would have been 62 on the first. I still wonder what happened to his remains. Did his brother come and get them? Or is he in a Potter's Field somewhere? I hope I can find out someday soon.

The weather has finally turned for the better. Autumn is really here. We saw the Harvest moon last week - total lunar eclipse and moon turned red. It was awesome.

My kids seem to be getting along better. My Carol still has a lot of issues but she's handling them better. God is good and answers my prayers.

Yesterday was Ansonia's Harvest fest but it got canceled due to wind. Funny thing though -- it wasn't even close to heavy wind. So I don't know what was up with that. Today I went to Shelton Day and roamed around.

I got an email today saying someone put in a claim against my Nationwide insurance. Since none of us has hit anything, I'll have to call tomorrow and see what that's all about. And Carol wants to know that if we didn't know we were in an accident, how does anyone know who our insurance company is? Good question.

September 27

Crazy but full weekend. Sandy and Tee went to Salem - without inviting me, as usual. So I had a free day Saturday. Carol and Allena and I went to the Shelton Farmer's market and bought a few things. And we brought a few cans for the United Way Harvest Home thing they do every year. Then we went to Common Bond. Love that place and I think Carol may be addicted too now. LOL!!

Then we, with Anthony too, went to St. Mary's Knights of Columbus pig roast which was really porchetta roast. All you can eat pork, chicken, hamburgers, hot dogs, salads, beer, etc. Really nice. It was only $15 per person but Linda Coppola had given us the tickets for free.

Today was pretty much stay home and cook and clean for me but it was still a good day.

Watched the super moon eclipse with the neighbors. It was very cool.

September 23

Happy Autumn! I love this time of year.

Back to work. Really didn't want to be back - I do and I don't. Today my throat tickle has gotten worse. I'm trying to kick it out. I do NOT want to be sick. It's AUTUMN!!

September 21

Been home from work since Friday morning. They sent me home because I had a slight sore throat and they were worried I'd be sick for today. But I didn't. Today I had the stent taken out and the left kidney blasted. We'll see -- feeling ok but not great. :)

September 16

Mid September and I should have been posting answered prayers. While my children aren't embracing one another at least they're civil. Anthony and Karla stopped by yesterday because Kayla's taking art lessons in Shelton on Tuesday nights. Carol wasn't home but Allena got to play with the dog, Molly and the Anthonys had a nice time together.

I went out for a few hours and when I came back Samantha and Diana were here and Carol was laughing with them and stuff. Miracles do happen. Thank you, Lord.

We are overridden with fleas. God help us!

September 7

We went to Bob's in Southington and with my credit, we put a nice recliner couch on layaway. I only owe another $550 or so. But its worth it. And we got a Wee Recliner for Allena. That we were able to bring home.

I'm still worrying myself to death about Carol and her nastiness with her brother and his family. None of them deserve that. None of them. And I don't know how to handle this.

I have to call the urologist in the morning because I am still bleeding and sometime clotting. Not good.

Spencer's 'grandfather' the guy who gave him the house, died over the weekend. Spencer found him that morning when he went to let the guys dog in. Poor Spencer.

September 6

Stayed home all day. Sorted some cabinet stuff. There was a crash out front and all I could think of was our cars. It wasn't someone was speeding in the next lane over and smashed into a car who smashed into a car -- five or six vehicles involved in all with no one hurt that I could tell, thank God.

God I really need you to change Carol's heart. To give her back the love that she lost. To have her love her brother and family. I don't know that I'll live through it this time. And my time is nowhere near.

September 5

Bought a car today and will be paying on it for six years, God help me.

Anthony said Carol told Sam she's not going to any family things -- holidays or birthdays. WTF? I can't do this.

September 4

Buon Onomastico to me. And Carol canceled her surgery. She wants one or two teeth done at a time. And tomorrow I may be able to buy a new car. God willing.

September 3

Regular day and a good one since there were no meetings after work. Carol is having dental surgery tomorrow -- they're taking out her wisdom teeth and two others. Keep her safe, Lord, please. Thank you.

September 2

Missed a day again. Anthony's 36th birthday. I couldn't go up because I had to pin Chris at the Elks. She became a member last night and I sponsored her.

Tonight was Cosmic and it was a nice meeting. We do have some things planned and that means I may not be able to participate in the Cultural Commission Halloween stuff. But I have no idea when that will be anyway.

August 31

36 years ago today, I was loved and in love. I was anxiously awaiting my baby. Everyone I loved was alive and well. Life was wonderful.

Tomorrow my boy will be 36. I so wish Allen were here.

AND my car is probably a goner. I'm trying to communicate with Key Hundai to see if I can get another but who knows.

August 30

I'm slowing down in posting since there's hardly anything to post. Although Allena did start kindergarten and is having a few difficulties. But hopefully they'll be straightened out soon.

In two days my baby boy will be 36 years old. How I wish his father could be here to celebrate. Daddy and Mommy too but that's reaching. Mommy would have been 101 this year. But Allen and Lou both should be here. This sucks.

The weekend was nice. Out with Sandy then here. Today we went up Arlene's for a Pampered Chef dem so we got to see everyone.

This morning I ran into Karen Adamcheck (I know I spelled that wrong) in Walmart and we had a nice long chat. She and Chris broke up. He broke up with her. What a crock. She's such a sweet girl. I'm hoping that she and I can get together now and then for coffee. She's a lot like me but much younger and prettier. LOL!! But she's not a person who goes after friends she waits until they come to her. That's really like me. So maybe we can be friends.

She said something so profound, because she said that fair has changed so much and she's not wanting to be part of it other than working in the pub. She does want to do some swordfighting but not like before and she wants to stay in practice. She's really good at it and she should.

But what she said was that there is no more Danny Miron -- Daniel Greenwolf ate him. Wow. Just wow!

August 26

So ...... nothing much going on. Called the urologist the other day and my next surgery is the 21st. The 11th is grandparent's day at St. M&M's and yes, Allena started kindergarten today. I can't believe it.

They're having a 70th birthday party for Sheila on October 23 in Prospect.

St. Maria Gorretti is coming to the US and going to be in Trumbul. I WILL be going to see her. They have her skeleton (most of it anyway) in wax so she looks like a wax figure. That's October 6th. I have to see if I can get off.

August 23

Didn't feel like typing this twice so I took it from my Facebook Post:

Started the day out with putting my Mr. Coffee thing on the Keurig machine after pouring myself a cup of coffee. Carol will never let me live it down. Then found out that there'd been a massive fire just up the street. My son-in-law and our neighbors all ran out at the same time thinking our houses were on fire. After they checked they realized the smoke was coming from down the street. Unfortunately a poor woman died. And I'm trying to figure out how my granddaughter, Jenna, and I slept through it. She spend the night and had to sleep in my bed with me. My room windows face the direction of the fire. Smoke was all over here outside and I had my fan on. You would think we'd have woken up from the smoke. Later went to a great talk on the Pequot Indian massacre at the Seymour Historical Society with my son. Except for the fire and the death, it was really great day.

August 21

Almost the end of August. It feels like just last week it was snowing. Time is flying way too fast.

Chris I went to the Elks for supper and stayed an hour or so. Then I came home and she went to the CWV.

August 20

Came home and took a nap. Carol made chicken and rice and peppers which was very good.

august 19

Supposed to be a good day. I was supposed to watch Allena so Carol and Anthony could go to the school for parent's night. He didn't sound like he cared much but he was going to go. Things changed when Allen put a plastic bag over her face and I told her to take it off and upset her. They were sitting right there and Carol saw just when I said it and told her to stop. Anthony got all snarky and said I should keep out of it and let her parents handle it.

That is two times the child was in danger and I stopped her. The other time was the cat was about to scratch or bite her because she was teasing him. Anthony said the same thing. Let her parents take care of it.

Well fuck that. I see a kid in danger, I'm not telling the parents first. First I'm going to stop whatever from happening. ANY child. I spent the evening in my room and have absolutely nothing to say to Anthony.

Twice was more than enough. He stayed home with Allena while Carol went to parents' night. I must be officially not babysitting anymore. God forbid -- I might save the child's life. I"m a little pissed but I'm not making a fuss unless something is said. Then I'll go off.

I don't need this shit. I will yell at a kid who's about to get hurt (I didn't even yell at Allena!) rather than let them get hurt. And if I wait for a parent, they child could be dead or hurt. So fuck them all.

August 17

Got my right side blasted, have a stent and am peeing blood but all is well. Can't drive for 24 hours.

Came home and napped and then Anthony came over with Molly for a bit. And Carol and Anthony seemed to be good with each other's company. I hope that means my prayers are being answered.

Couldn't go to the end of the winter reading program thing tonight because I can't drive (Anthony #2 said he'd drive me) but I also am not sure I was up to it.

Today was a good day.

August 16

Sandy and I went out like it was a Saturday. We went to Outback for lunch and then Walmart and Target. She and Tee are going to Salem at the end of September. Now if I want to go to Salem I won't have to feel guilty that I didn't ask her to go if I go with other people. :)

August 16

Went to Comicon at Mohegan with Margaret and her dad. What fun! I got my picture taken with the TARDIS and a Dalek and just had great time.

August 13

Home after work and here I've been. I'm hoping to go outside later to watch for meteor showers with Laura and Joel. I kept going out every night and didn't see anything. But they said they watched for at least an hour last night.

August 12

Allena is officially a St. Mary's Kid. We went to the orientation/ice cream social today. How awesome! I can't believe it!

August 11

I went to the urologist. I think he's a semi Whovian. LOL!! Anyway on Monday I have to go get my kidney stones laser blasted and pulverized. So I'll be taking Monday off. He scared me though. He gave me a prescription of Oxies and nausea meds in case I have an attack before Monday. All I know is I better not!!

Talked to my Anthony and he's loving his job. And he's working on trying to get a patent for his invention. His boss is encouraging him to do so.

August 10

Darlene's birthday. It's almost three years that she's been gone.

I got in trouble -- Anthony #2 is mad at me for yelling at Allena. I guess I was supposed to go get one of them and let the cat bite or scratch her since she was on my bed antagonizing him. Oh well. Too bad.

In real life a child is yelled at by whoever see's him or her about to get hurt or hurt someone. Deal with it.

Apparently they're going to be a helicopter couple.

August 8

Spent three hours at motor vehicles with Karla this morning and then out with Sandy for another few hours. Sandy and I went to the Red Barn thrift shop in Woodbury and the lady who's a Whovian and Harry Potter fan and I got to talking. She said I should do cosplay and that I could totally be Riversong. She made me feel so good because she had no clue that I would love to look like her and she's my favorite character on the show!!

August 7

Hyde's Pharmacy! That's where I first saw Allen. I'd walk by there on a Saturday night with Jeannie and glance inside and see a really, cute boy putting inserts in the Sunday paper's for the next day. Oh how I miss that boy. And that girl - Jean. And all the others.

August 6

After work Carol, Anthony, Allena and I went to the Holy Rosary festival. We ate and came home. Saw Mark Weissmann and Antonio and some Elks.

I forgot that yesterday was Judy's birthday so I didn't have a cake for her today when she got back from being off. So I made her pistachio thing tonight.

August 4

Went to the concert on the Green. Also stopped at the Elks to use the bathroom. They are in the middle of planning the lodge's 100th birthday. Yeah!! September 26 we'll have a block party with food trucks. I said I'd help.

August 3

Madeline's (NOT Madalene) real birthday, not August 5th. I wished her a happy birthday. Don't know if she replied.

Went to her cousin, Jeanie's, recycle craft class at the library. Then went to Susan's to walk the dogs with her.

They showed the apartment again today after work. I guess that's a good way to keep on top of cleaning.

August 2

Stayed home. Cleaned up in the kitchen as well I could. Went through one bag of papers - lots to go. Hung out online. Made shrimp salad on cucumber rounds. Yum!

August 1

Can't believe it's already August. I don't like summer but I don't like time flying by. Especially now that I'm older. Oh well!!

Carol, Allena and I went to Kohl's to buy some uniform shirts and then to Glennwood for lunch. Love that place.

Then home. Had to call Frontier because the internet's been really screwing up. Even they said I lost internet 793 times in July!! Supposedly it's fixed. We'll see.

July 31

Last day of July - heading into August. It was the second full moon of the month tonight and I couldn't find it. LOL!!

Chris and Marcie and I went to the Dew Drop. Chris paid and I had a $10 off coupon from Restaurant Depot.

Tomorrow Karla and Big Mike are going to Wallingford to look at cars where I bought mine. If they find one they like (for Anthony), they'll come get me and we'll go do the paperwork and stuff. Anthony loves his new job and he's screwed without a  vehicle. The Jeep finally bit the dust.

Then Carol and I are going to go to Kohls to get uniform stuff for Allena. I can't believe she's starting school.

July 30

Almost the end of the month. It's raining and we had a few rumbles of thunder. Went to work. Came home. And that's it.

July 29

Blessings -- I took the day off from work and we went to bring the paperwork to get Allena in St. Mary's-St. Michael's. Then we took her to the library to get a book on going to the dentist. I paid our car taxes - first half anyway so that if Anthony has to get a car in my name, we're all set. When we came home Carol got a call for an interview from temp agency -- for a job at Yale hospital in Guilford.

We neatened like crazy because Rich is starting to show the apartments to people. I sure hope no one wants it until we have the money to buy our own place.

July 28

Judy's still going to push for an upgrade for the both of us. Even if I don't get it, it's nice knowing she'll do that.

Just got home from work and there's a guy looking at the house. He's going to have his realtor check it out. Also Rich is bringing a realtor tomorrow so I took off from work so we can straighten this mess out.

Chuck is suppose to come look at the sink and stuff so I probably won't be going to the concert tonight.

July 27

Allena got accepted into St. Mary-St. Michael's along with a $500 scholarship and all up front fees waived. Thank you Lord!!

Carol and Anthony are applying all over for jobs. I'm praying that they both get work soon. We can't afford to pay tuition and bills and stuff.

Rich called and said he's bringing a realtor over on Wednesday. The place is up for sale for $99k which is really cheap. So we'll have to save up to get out of here too.

I did like it here. I know they don't but it's my place.

Some guy fell asleep at the wheel around 1 a.m. last night and smashed into the car next door. He's ok but I think the neighbor's car is totaled.

July 26

What a great day! It rained but we went up to The Book Barn anyway and spent the entire day going from one 'barn' to another. We ate at Village Pizza right between Barn 4 and the Main barns. It looked like a dive but the food was fantastic!

It was a great day -- lots of family time. Lots of books. And then sun came out. :)

July 25

Went to the All Ansonia tag sale today with Sandy. She's doing good but is using a cane. The tag sales were pretty crappy this year. Only 26 homes with not much stuff. I got a few things for Carol and Allena and that's it.

Then we roamed downtown Ansonia a bit after going to the diner and the dollar store.

Tomorrow Carol and Anthony and Allena and I are going to The Book Barn.

July 24

Went to work and came home. Love being home. Chris didn't want to go out tonight because she wasn't getting paid.

July 23

We charged up a storm tonight. Went to get a Mr. Coffee but we also got a dual Ninja -- hopefully it will help me get healthier.

Went to the doctor and she wants me to lose weight. She also wants me on mega doses of vitamin D and I have to see a urologist about my kidneys. BUT my blood pressure is back down to a decent place thanks to the meds.

We also went to Ruby Tuesdays for supper -- with tip it cost me $100.03. Ugh!

July 22

Full day at work but now I have two students to help catch me up with work orders. The president's office has two students with nothing to do at the moment and they are excited to help out. YEAH!

Then Chris and I went to The Bernadettes at the Ansonia "green". I felt bad because Jimmy came up to me and said hi and remembered my name and where I'm from but then I got distracted by seeing Judy Nicolari who had gotten hurt and started talking to her about how well she's healed and he left. Hopefully next time he'll let me say hi.

We sat with Patty Villars and her husband and Rich DeCarlo and his wife and Tommy. I had a really nice time and the music was fantastic as always.

July 20 & 21

So I went to Mystic with Margaret and her dad and we had a really nice time. I bought a membership so now I get in for free for a year. Not bad if I can get there.

Today was work as usual and then the concert on the Green. Anthony called and said he's got a good job in cabinetry making which I know he used to love. I hope he stays with it. They do places like Gucci and high end NY hotels.

Thank you, Lord for that one!

July 19

Went to Mystic with Margaret and her dad. We had a great time. I got a membership so I can go for free whenever I want now. They had a huge Civil War encampment and a battle. Lots of fun!

July 18

Went to the Horror Fest -- had a great time with Margaret. On the way back we ate the Blue Colony Diner. I love that place!

Then went to Chris' for awhile and came home.

Tomorrow we might be going to Mystic for a Civil War reenactment.

July 17

It was so cool this morning that I wore a long sleeve shirt to work. It's been a great summer so far.

Went with Chris and Marcia to Duchess then BJs and then Stop & Shop. Then Chris and I went down to the Elks for a bit. I went down to the Gallery and watched some of their stuff. There was a girl who I knew HAD to be Kelley from the old faire doing a monologue. She was great and it really was her. She has a theater group that is based out of the Arts Center.

Margaret is picking me up at 10 in the morning to go to the horror fest and then, if I'm home early enough, I have to go to Chris' party.

7/15 & 7/16

Same old, same old. Oh -- Lindsey had her baby on the 15th at midnite - just after the 14th. Little boy.

Carol made chicken cutlets for supper last night. The house is in chaos. But I love having them home.

Sue and I walked the dogs from her house to the Green and back last night. That was fun.

Nothing but work today and sitting here tonight. But it's pretty cool out and I love that!

July 13

Took the day off to do the historical society tea. I had a great time and got to escort "Helen Keller" down to where she was talking. I helped out all over the place but still had to pay. Oh well!!

Then Susan and I went to the police commissioner's meeting to tell them we want to do something to show our support for the cops. We'll see on that.

July 12

Went hiking in Monroe/Trumbull with Susan. We walked about four miles total and it was so much fun. Beautiful trails. I would like to do that way more often.

Tomorrow I'm off - helping at the tea for the historical society. Helen Keller will be the speaker. Should be fun!

July 11

Didn't get out of bed until 11. Then I knit a little and went to Panera's for a sandwich. Ate half for lunch and half later. Supper was the Chinese buffet. There's still some left over.

Carol and family have been gone since early this morning and won't be home until late, late. She's at the Adina Menzel concert right now. Chris and Amber got comp tickets.

No. They just came home. She didn't go to the concert.

July 10

Wow! I don't remember when I last posted. But normally there's nothing to post about. But I spent about a week in bed -- missed the fireworks and everything. BAD cold. Then went to work Monday and left after three hours. Back home to bed. Was still sick on Tuesday. Wednesday I stayed home but felt better. Me, Roseann and Chris went up to Yvonne's - Joey and Liz and Ray and Patty and Debby and Mike went up. All of a sudden I was feeling in pain and stuff.

Ended up having Roseann and Chris take me to Griffin. Carol - they came home last Monday -- met me there. I had renal colic and my blood pressure was total danger level 178/97. So I went to work Wednesday then to see Dr. Jag. Blood pressure is down but only by about 10 points so she put me on meds. Ugh.

Anthony came by today and he and Carol acted like humans and he was so happy to see Allena.

Life is good.

July 5

Bed still. Bathroom. A little to eat an back to bed.

July 4

Still sick. Felt a little better so I went to do laundry. Still hvae more to do. Came home, wet back to bed and woke up at 7 p.m. Now I want to go bck to bed. I don't feelw ell

July 3

So everyone's settled in and it's wonderful to have my family one. Hopefully Anthony will come by at some point too.

I have been having problems getting online but we can't deal with that until we clean up the giant mess around here.

And I've got my annual mega-cold - in July instead of October or November. I felt like sit at work but had to be there because Paulette was off. Came home and went to bed and really didn't get up until this morning.

Ugh!

June 29

Home again. It's as if they never left. I'm so happy to have them home! And Allen is a little girl now. No more toddler. I'm so happy!

June 28

Carol and Anthony and Allena are on their way up here. Samantha is in Florida. Daryl is moving to Ohio. I can't keep up with it all!!

I went to Susan's today to help her a big with her rental apartment. To me it stinks like cat pee but she said it was dogs. I mopped the floor real good with Odoban and I think that helped a bit. We have to do something with the carpets because they stink too.

Then she and I and Ian went to the Master's Table to eat. Next month we'll start helping out. I asked Tom what he, as a pastor, believes about corporal punishment and he said "An eye for an eye." I don't understand Christianity any longer. Only Christ.

June 27

Derby Day is done for this year. I was so exhausted last night I forgot to post. The day went great except for the fact that I fell while holding little Jacob Joel, Laura's baby, and thankfully he didn't get hurt. Just scared. Very scared. I think I'm pretty banged up but as long as he's ok it doesn't matter.

Jenna did great and Antonio had to drive us to Naugatuck to bring her home because when I fell the lens came out of my glasses. Then we went to Rite Aid and got a little screwdriver and superglue to fix them.

Today I was going work around her to get ready for my Carol to come home but I have to go help Susan fix up her apartment that she has to rent. Then I'm doing the Master Table community meal.

So whatever I do will have to be after work tomorrow. And I'm off Tuesday. They should be here tomorrow night. YEAH!

I also have to go buy a blow up mattress so they have something to sleep on.

June 26

Worked until 4 again today. I have to remember to go to the post office tomorrow. Went to Naugatuck and got Jenna. Then we went to Friendly's to see Sam and eat. Arlene met us there. It was nice to sit with her a bit.

Then we went to the arts center to meet with the others for a while. Derby Day is tomorrow. I really pray it doesn't rain and it's a big success!

June 25

Less than a week and Carol will be home. I am taking Tuesday off so I can spend some time with them. :)

June 24

Back to work but it felt like a Monday. Tomorrow is pay day and I'll be a little closer to paying off some debt. Then, as usual, I'll be broke. LOL!!

Carol and family will be home on Monday -- late. I can't even take the day off or Tuesday off because Paulette will be off all week, I think. Oh well. Nothing I can do about it.

Derby Day is Saturday so Friday we have to have a little meeting and set up the spaces.

June 23

Didn't accomplish much of anything this morning but left at 12:30 to take Sandy to get her foot surgery. While I was waiting for her to be ready to come home, I went to A.C. Moore's and Harmons.

Then we when we were at Rite Aid waiting for her prescription, the sky opened up and it thundered and lighteninged and was beautiful. It's still hot and humid though.

June 22

So the cake was awesome and my friend Jack is no longer my friend. According to him all I do is drink and sit in back rooms and talk shit about Obama and am a racist. The man has lost his mind. Oh well!!

Went to Rich's ice cream in Oxford with Chris and Marcia. Yum!

June 21

The summer equinox and the first day of summer and I've got freaking ants all over the window sill in the kitchen and they keep getting on the sink. ACK! Went and bought Borax and they're dying in it but I doubt they're taking any home.

Baked a triple chocolate poke cake for Paul's birthday at work tomorrow. I think it might have come out awesome!

June 20

Sandy and I spent a good three hours at faire talking with a mess of people. I bought some smoked salt - now I have to figure out what to use it on. Oh my God, it smells so good!!!

Went to the rib dinner at the Elks. There was so much I brought half home.

June 19

I am so very tired. Which is horrible because I have a lot to do to get the place ready for Carol to come home. Grrrrrrrrr!

Worked and barely stayed awake. Went to the Elks for supper and barely stayed awake. It's 8:49 and I"m going to take my meds and go to bed by 10

June 18

Told Chuck and his wife, Kimberly (?) about Carol and Ant and Laney so now everyone in the house knows. Can't wait until they come home.

Antonio and I are going to Soupstock on Sunday - at least that's the plan. That's one place I'd go to myself if I had to but I don't want to. Now that I'm thinking about it, I hope Sandy doesn't think I'm going to faire with her on Sunday. That's like the only day she can go. But she does all sorts of stuff on her own so she shouldn't mind.

June 17

Told Rich that Carol and Anthony are coming. They'll be here at the end of the month. He said he'll have to raise the rent a bit to cover water. I told him no problem.

That's it. I am very excited for them to come home. I have lots of crap to do around here but no ambition. Grrrrrrrr!!!

June 16

Another glorious day. Rainy and crazy at work but still good. Carol will be home in a few weeks. I still have to get my couch and do some major decluttering around here. I'll get it done.

Jeanine (Greco) is asking for prayers. She said a lot of bad stuff is going on with her body. Please help her God. Thank you!!

June 15

The Ides of June. Not as famous as the Ides of March, but still June is halfway done. This year is blowing by fast. *sigh*

Carol should be home in a few weeks. I can't wait to see them. I can't wait to see my Laney Bug. She was a baby when they left.

Library tonight -- all about cooking with lemons. Very good. Much better than I thought it would be.

June 14

Mommy. Fr. John. Donna. They all died today on different dates. Happy birthday Timmy. I didn't call him. I've called him several times since he got sick but he's never called me so I don't know that he wants to hear from me.

I went to breakfast with Susan. Her mother abuses her. Imagine being 60 and getting punched by your mother. AND getting nasty letters. Wow.

Then Daryl came over - he's selling Cutco now and of course I bought two knives.

Diana and James bought a pool and Anthony and all of them found a wonderful place to fish and swim and Bethany so maybe I can go to these places. No one ever invites me although Diana did say I can go to the pool.

Did my best with the swap and now have other people checking for errors.

June 13

St. Anthony pray for us. Amen.

Did the historical society today and had a nice time. I'm going to join the 6th Connecticut Regiment. I need more time in my life!! LOL!!

June 12

I had to put the fan on tonight. It's almost 10 p.m. and it's 75 degrees out. Ugh.

Chris isn't feeling well so we didn't go out. I went grocery shopping and came home and stayed home. Daryl called me - he's selling cutco knives now. God help me, I told him he could come over Sunday and talk about the knives to me. At least I don't have to have a dem and hopefully I can get away with not spending any money.

June 10

Laura has a teeny baby skunk but the DEP will kill it if they find out. What asses.

Had subway for supper and am home chilling out. It's a hot day today

June 9

Worked then home and then cultural commission meeting. Lots of work needs to be done for that.

June 8

Talked to my Laney Bug for a minute. She was sad because her aunt wouldn't spend time with her. I told her to come here and I'd spend time with her. I miss them all so much. I hope they really are coming home.

Worked today, of course and that's about it. Except there was a spider that ran across my desk. Now I'm going to be paranoid for a bit. I hate that.

We published the mini swap today and already have 41 people signed up. This is going to be fun and hopefully I won't screw it up.

I gained almost two pounds from last week. Last week I was down a pound from the week before. I really need to do something about this.

June 7

What a great weekend all in all. I don't give a crap about people blowing me off because my life is full without them.

Met Yvonne (a little late) at Hamden Hall. They had already started the games so I went to help her out. Peggie was there and she was all happiness and light. Yeah! I hope we can be friends again but without her being so cloying. If she calls me, I won't avoid her calls. We'll see.

Then Yvonne and I went to Ihop again but for lunch. After that, when we were going to our cars, someone called my name -- it was Lionel, one of our custodians. It's nice that we know our coworkers.

So I asked Mia if she wanted the CTRF tickets but she said she had to do Seymour Founders Day. She told me to ask Rachel. I texted her but she had gone yesterday. I was NOT going to try to track down Antonio. So I went to Founder's Day and the first person I see is Lee and she was done passing out her cards and on her way out headed to CTRF. I gave her the tickets. She was thrilled.

Saw the usual rennies at Founder's Day - Jim, Danny, Matt, Nick, etc., etc., etc. But at one point I heard someone call my name. I turned around and it was Marcie just standing there smiling. I went over and said hi how are you but that was it. I don't know what she expected but she wasn't getting a hug from me. Then I turned around and went over and hugged Matt.

Came home and corresponded with my helpers for the Midsummer Mini Swap at TOK and came up with what to post and posted it. The swap is officially on!

Ok. I almost forgot. I talked to Sandy and she said she found a pea sized lump in her breast. She's going to call the breast center tomorrow. Please God, let it be nothing. :(

June 6

I am NOT going to let myself be down. Screw them all. Yvonne and I did the special olympics and will be going back tomorrow.

Susan had asked me yesterday if I wanted to go hiking up Sleeping Giant today. I told her I couldn't because of the special olympics and then afterwards I was going to the renn faire with Antonio. Then I see Antonio is fucking going hiking with her. So I sent him a PM and he said they'd be done by 10 a.m. and of course he was going to the faire. So today I call him at 11:30 when we are done. No answer to PM, phone or texted. I finally get hold of him when I'm home later and they're still at Sleeping Giant and why don't I go up. Fuck that. Supposedly we're going to faire tomorrow. If not, and if I don't go alone and give someone in line a ticket, I'm burning the fuckers and this will be the last time I do anything for anyone else but myself.

June 5

Work as usual. The place up the corner from work opened a new restaurant and we ordered food. I got shrimp and it was big and fresh and delicious. Hopefully the place sticks around awhile.

Supposed to go to the renn faire after the Special Olympics thing with Antonio tomorrow. But he's going hiking with Susan first so we'll see.

June 4

Happy anniversary to Mommy and Daddy in Heaven. Miss you much.

Worked today, of course. And my new toaster/convection oven came today. It seems to work great and it didn't blow a fuse like the microwave does.

There was more I wanted to say but naturally I can't remember what it was.

June 3

Interesting day. I started out by getting pulled over for speeding (53 in a 40 mph zone) on Pulaski. I got a verbal warning. And going 40 the rest of the way to work was slower than walking. Or at least it seemed like it.

Then Margaret sent me a Facebook thing saying that Alex Kingstone (Riversong) is going to be at the Rhode Island Comic Con. RIVERSONG!! Oh my God! So in addition to seeing Karen Gillan (Amy Pond) and Hellboy and the woman from S.H.I.E.L.D., I'm going to see the best of all == RIVERSONG.

Then Donna picked me up and left Spike here and we went to the Elks for Cosmic.  Nothing new there.

But a great day all in all. Thank you God.

June 2

Hoping and praying Carol comes home. She wants to come home. I want her to come home. I need my family close by - not scattered all over. I don't know how Nona Rosa did it.

No meeting tonight so I'm putzing on the computer and maybe will read or watch tv. With all the stuff I have to do around here, I do nothing. LOL!

June 1

First day of June. Time really is flying.

After work I went to Aldi's for coffee - I was out and had to go to the convenience store on the way to work for coffee. Then came home and cooked up some stuff.

Then I met Susan at the library to make summer poem/quote scrolls. I also met the guy from My Master's Table and told him I wanted to volunteer for that.

Then home.

Last day of May

Wow! Tomorrow is June! The year is blowing by fast.

So today I put air in my bike tires and took it outside and rode it in the parking lot next door. I CAN do it!! I'm very excited about that!

Antonio came with me to CTRF and we had a really good time. It did NOT rain -- just a few sprinkles here and there. I saw Ruth -- she's such a sweetheart. And Carlos and Laura, Artemis, Kirk, who I haven't seen in years, and lots of others. And it's so easy to get to - very close to work. We're going to go again next Saturday after I'm done with the Special Olympics thing with Yvonne. Antonio's going to meet me in Hamden and we'll go from there.

Sandy is being Sandy. Nothing more to say about that.

Then there's Jack. He's still about the gun thing and not knowing your friends like you thought you did. So much for THAT friendship. I will pretend that we're friends but seriously if someone can't accept me for who I am then they're no friend of mine. I still don't understand how he can be shocked that I'm all for gun permits, etc., when I had one myself 15 years ago when we used to hang out and talk all the time. And then because he doesn't believe people should have guns, he doesn't know me anymore? Very odd person there. I don't need the digs. I get enough from Sandy on everything else in my life. LOL!!

May 30

End of the month book sale at the Seymour Public Library. Just when I figured I'm all booked out, I came home with five books. And then two shirts from the Southbury church thrift store. And spent $100 at Kmart - mostly on much needed underwear.

Not a bad day.

Oh and I had shrimp I HAD to cook before it went bad. So I had some old oil (still good) in my dutch oven from eggs. I heated it up, threw the shrimp in, shells and all, and a little hot pepper, salt and pepper. Oh. My. God. They were fantastic. The only thing missing was garlic and that's going in next time!

May 29

Went to the Dew Drop with Chris and pigged out on wings. I'm still stuffed. Left work at 2 just because. :) Then the Elks for an hour and home.

May 28

Thusday and one more day of work. It's raining a little and thundering a little and I love it.

I'm trying to see if I can organize a few swaps at TOK since a lot of us are really missing having swaps. We'll see.

May 27

Another normal day. Of which I am grateful

May 26

Two years since Lou died. I can't believe it. I miss her so much. I know I didn't talk to her a lot but we both knew we could always pick up the phone and we'd be there for each other. I know she's so happy now with her sisters, and even her mom. But I do miss her so much.

May 25

Memorial Day. Went down to the Elks to be in the parade. Our float won first prize. How cool is that!! Saw a bunch of people along the route including Andy and his girlfriend. Our exalted ruler, Pete, grabbed me and hugged me when he saw me because he said he woke up this morning thinking I'd died!

Went to the laundromat and washed all my work clothes. Brought them home and hung them out. They all dried without a wrinkle. Yeah! And smell so good.

Tomorrow will be two years that my Lou is gone.

May 24

What a day. Wish Lou could have been with me for most of it.

Marched in the parade with the historical society. Said hi to Danny.

Parade over, I came home and changed and went to Tom's. Had something to eat and had three glasses of his home made wine. He makes it just like Daddy did and it's wonderful.

Then Linda (Sr. Linda Chebro) came over and two of Tom's girls wetere and Liz of course and one son in law. etc.

And I swam in the pool after falling off the swan in the water. Then Tom showed me his garden and I asked about the rest of it so he got a joint and he, I and Liz had a hit. Then he gave me a whole one to bring home.

Went up and smoked some of it with Laura and Joel and let them have the rest.

Nice night but I want  a dog.

May 23

I think I missed a few days of crappy posts. But nothing out of the ordinary happened. Other than last night Tommy called and Linda Chebro was there. So tomorrow after marching with the Historical Society, I'm going to Tommy's and she'll be there.

Today Sandy and I did the Seymour thing. Then I came home and stayed here.

May 21

Worked, of course. Came home and read a bit and in a little while I will be watching a webinar by Rosemary Gladstone, the herbalist.

May 20

Work. Found the vcr to give Susan. Susan has another idea for the library so we'll see how that works out.

How could I almost forget? Apparently the church condones the death penalty which means I'm done with the church. Never done with God. Ever. But no more church. I'm done. The church, at least in Massachusetts is ok with the death penalty for the Boston Bomber AND we actually have something in the catechism about the death penalty - saying it's ok under certain circumstances. Bull shit. Hypocrite. No.

Catechism Catholic Church CCC 2267 “Assuming that the guilty party's identity and responsibility have been fully determined, the traditional teaching of the Church does not exclude recourse to the death penalty”,

May 19

Work work work. LOL!! And home.

May 18

Work day and came home. No post office today because I had to work until 4. Went to Shoprite and bought food and came home.

May 17

Lindsey's baby shower. The good part is that I sat with Ann and Lisa and their daughters, Angelina and Karen and Claudia.

The bad part is that for some unknown reason, Tony's sister, Chris was there and when Rita went over to say hello, Chris told her to get the hell away from her. WTF????? That bitch shouldn't have even been there. Rita ended up taking a xanax to 'go away' for a few hours. I hope she didn't have it out after with Lindsey and I hope to God she didn't tell Tony his sister was there. That's complete bullshit. I don't care how holy Lindsey thinks she is now. Chris could have just been polite. WTF?

May 16

An awesome day so far. Started out strange. Went to pick up Jenna in Naugatuck. On the way to the Eco Fest site I was driving down by the police station and a tree was down. Everyone was driving over the leaves on the left so I did too. But I ended up picking up two huge branches that got stuck under the car. I pulled one out myself and a Good Samaritan came by and helped with the other. LOL!!

The fest itself was small but pretty great. Jenna had a good time and so did I.

Off to the wedding in 15 minutes.

Wedding was really great. VERY different. They had a priestess - but she read a passage from the Old Testament 'for older family members' and had someone say the Our Father for that part of the family and did a whole pagan thing and Freya's Jewish uncle blessed the bread and it was completely different but fun. And The Harper and the Minstrel were fantastic. They played more than two hours straight without a break.

May 15

Eco Fest tomorrow and Freya and Jaime's wedding. Then Lindsey's shower tomorrow.

It's going to be a long but fun weekend.

May 14

After work Chris, Marcia and I went to Madeline Salzano Giori's wake. So sad.

Then back to Marcia's for sausage and peppers.

Then home.

Laura got a food service permit for Saturday and she and I are going to cook hot dogs and hamburgers. Should be interesting. LOL!!

May 13

Apparently I didn't post anything last night. But I went down to the Eco site with Laura, Joel and Antonio. We scoped it out and sat and talked.

Had to leave my car at Raros after work because the check engine light came on so Judy brought me in and home today.

It was the thermostat -- they replaced it for $130 which I charged to my new Discover card and then I called Cheap Auto Sales and paid the car off with Discover also. I only had $200 left on that. So that's done. I think I'm going to try to use the card for car stuff and emergencies unless whatever I charge, I can pay for in full when the bill comes in.

That's it.

Carol will probably be getting a job out there so she won't be coming home. I really want her here. I miss them so much.

I might be dog sitting Brooklyn next week while Diana and the crew go camping. But if Sam is working and can't go with them, she'll watch the dog. And then I'll be having Laura and Joel's dog here when they're at Camp Creek and the Vibes. THEN I'll be able to adopt my own dog.

May 11

A new week. Went to work. I love life. I really do!

May 10

Mother's Day. I have no mother so I had no one to celebrate with.

Carol called. Allen wished me a Happy Mother's Day. Anthony called. Diana called.

That was my mother's day.

I went to Mass and then to the Elks for breakfast. Didn't have to pay because I'm an Elk and a mother.

That's it.

The only good Mother's Days that I ever had were when my mother was alive and when Allen was still married to me.

May 9

Went to a few church tag sales and then to Southbury and Woodbury with Sandy.

Then I went to Indian Wells with Laura to see if we could find the ranger who's supposed to let us take some picnic benches for the Eco fest. We couldn't find him.

Been home ever since. :)

May 8

Stayed home from work today. My ibs kicked in early this morning. When it finally calmed down I ran to the store and post office and home. Went to Duchess with Chris for supper and came home.

May 7

There was a major accident on Route 8 in Shelton. So bad that they had to close down both sides of the highway for the entire day. Which meant it took me an hour and a half to get home -- 45 minutes of getting home was coming down 34 from the old Jeep place, to my house. Normally a 5 minute ride when there's lots of traffic. I'm assuming there are victims. :(

Laura, Joel and I went to a presentation at city hall from River Smart - about cleaning up the rivers. It was very interesting.

May 6

I left work at noon to come home and clean up a bit since Donna texted and said she'd like to come here and hang out before going to the meeting. And she was bringing Spike too. We hung out a bit and the left Spike with Ruffio and went to the meeting.

We had a good meeting and there was a reporter from the Register there the whole time. She knows Roseann

May 4

Went to the library to see a tribute to Johnny Mercer. Very good show!

May 3

Went to Anthony and Karla's to see their new apartment/condo. I think it's almost directly across from Jack's. It's really cute and I hope they have much happiness there.

Also picked up a box or two of my stuff - oh my God - I don't know what I'm going to do with most of it.

Jennifer got her white coat in veterinary medicine. Not sure what that means but I guess next year she'll be a doctor. Arlene went out there and they all had a reunion. Andy brought his girlfriend - she's in the picture where Gina should have been. But honestly, I truly believe in Gina were alive, they wouldn't have gone. Timmy looks like Allen did when they took their last picture with him. He looks older than Andy, God help him. I guess Sheila didn't go. Actually she's probably still afraid to fly or I'm sure she would have gone. Wish I could have. But even though I'm 'family', I'm not that much family. No one even told me. I wouldn't have been able to afford to go but it would have been so very nice to have been asked. Why am I letting it hurt me when I know there was no hurt intended?

May 2

What a nice day. The weather was beautiful -- cool but you still didn't need a jacket. Sandy and I started out at 7:45 and spent hours driving around Seymour and Ansonia - mostly Seymour -- going to tag sales. They had the town wide tag sale thing and LOTS of people participated. I got a Foodsaver for $5!!

Then Chris and I went down to the Elks for International Night. And Marty showed up. Haven't seen him since they all stopped talking to me and he's been living in Florida for 6 years. Then Beth and Alice came. It was so nice seeing them all.

May 1

Happy May! And I forgot it's Mary's mother. How could I forget that? Hopefully I'll remember to say a little prayer to her every day this month.

Got my second monitor at work. LOVE having two monitors. Work is going to be a little easier now!

Met Joanne at Zoi's for pizza. I do love that woman.

April 30

I talked to Anthony and he didn't go back to the oil wells. He's now jobless. I hope he finds something he can love and that will support him and give him benefits.

A big black bear was spotted in the trails in Huntington. Judy says it was right where she rides her bike!!

That's about it.

April 29

Normal day. Came home and stayed home. :)

April 27 & 28

I guess every other day will be the norm now. I forgot again last night. I went to Stacey's cooking thing at the library. Last night it was spring soups and I actually ate, and liked asparagus soup. Amazing!! It even had shaved Parmesan cheese as a garnish. And I loved it!

Tonight we're supposed to be having a cultural commission meeting. Maybe checking out the Eco fest site. That should be in about half an hour.

And that's it!

April 26

Forgot to hit snooze this morning so I didn't make it to Mass. If I don't go to 8:00, I don't go at all. Went down to the Elks and met up with Susan and Ian and Susan's mom. We had a nice breakfast and a nice talk. Then we all went back to their house and Susan, Ian and I went for a walk. Next week we're going to do the Kellogg Center.

We were supposed to have a cultural commission meeting but Laura forgot so that's going to be Tuesday. So I've been home now reading and eating. Hopefully I'll get food and clothes ready for morning.

I love life!

April 25

Here I go. I'm forgetting to post daily. Not that I write anything of interest but I would like to do it every day.

Chris and I went to Dew Drop for awesome wings last night and then to the Elks. I left there around 9 and came home. That was it.

Today Sandy and I went to a flew market at Ansonia High and then the Seymour Library monthly book sale and then to eat and then a few stores in Seymour. Talked to Anthony. He might not be going back tomorrow - or at all. I hope he knows what he's doing, because I can't pay his portion of the bills.

And that's it for today, I think.

Tomorrow morning is Mass and then the Elks for breakfast. Then Susan and I are doing the Riverwalk and then at 2 we have to meet the others at the Eco Fest site. A full day!

April 23

Administrative Professional Day at work today. I went to the luncheon with Mickey. The speaker was Heidi Voight - past Miss Connecticut and current new reporter. Excellent speech.

April 22

Worked until 4 today and then went to Stop & Shop. They're going to be working on the railroad tracks starting Friday and closing Division from Pershing to the top heading towards work. I'm wondering how anyone can go to Stop & Shop and BJs and McD's? I know it's only for about a week but still ...

April 21

Nothing different yesterday or today. Life is good though.

April 19

Went to Freya's shower and had a nice time even though I didn't know anyone but Jaime, his mother and his sister and he was the only one who talked to me. LOL!!

Arlene just put on Facebook that it's been 23 years since Ma died. TWENTY-THREE years! That means tomorrow is 23 years since Daddy's been gone. Where has the time gone?

I still miss them. And Allen too.

Oh and I am having a "discussion" with the Warren's Facebook -- or Dan Rivera's. To the point that I am claiming that Annabelle is a hoax and am so disappointed in the Warrens. Dan actually called me twice in a row since I didn't answer. It had to be him and he left a message but it wasn't from his cell. He calls the Warrens his family so it may have been from Lorraine's house. I haven't listened to the message. Maybe tomorrow.

April 17 & 18

I didn't post last night because I got home after 1 a.m. So this is for both days.

After work I came home and waited for Anthony & Karla. We went up to the casino. By the time we got there (7:00?) the line for the Wolf Den was already quite long. So they went off to play slots and I stayed in line. Met a couple behind me who had come all the way from near Boston to come see Home Free.

After a short wait they told us the Wolf Den was full and we could stay or leave - because there were some reserved seats and if they weren't filled by 8:15 they'd take people from the line. So we stayed. I was only nine people from the front and the lady behind me was going to pitch a fit if they didn't get in. So I did the only thing I thought was right. I called Anthony and Karla and told them keep enjoying themselves because if I got in and had two extra spaces, I was taking the people from Boston. LOL!!

As luck would have it, they started calling people in at 8:15. They got all the people in front of us and then said they wanted two people so the ones in back of me jumped in. Then they said one and I said that's me and in I went. They seated the three of us together. What a fantastic concert Home Free put on. I will somehow see them every time they come up this way. I really like them alot. The show was only an hour but it was worth the wait in line too.

Today Sandy and I went to her friend Arlene's brother's funeral Mass and then we went to Longhorn and Walmart. It was 74 degrees out and breezy and dry. A perfect day.

April 16

Home Free tomorrow night, I hope. Haven't heard from Anthony yet. So we'll see. I sure hope we're going.

Didn't sleep much last night so today I laid down when I came home from work. I don't think I slept but I didn't get up until after 8pm.

April 25

The months are flying past. Today I went to Shoprite and picked up a few things, came home and here I sit.

April 14

Cultural Commission meeting -- me, Antonio, Laura and Joel in Laura and Joel's camper. It's a beautiful night and it was nice sitting out there. :)

April 13

Another nice night with no commitments -- no meetings, no library stuff, no anything. Picked up pizza from Zois on the way home, gave Antonino a ride to his car - it got towed for parking in the plaza on the Green. Not good. Came home, ate and have been watching tv ever since.

April12

Stared the day with Mass - yeah me. Hopefully I can do this every Sunday. Then went to the Elks for breakfast - it was me, Yvonne, Calvin, Ian and Sue. We had a very nice breakfast. Then I went to do laundry and then to Sue's. She and I and her dog, Penny, went down to the very short Ansonia riverwalk and walked it.

Am home now. I'm hoping to make something mushroomy -- maybe that dip and crostini so I don't waste the bread I bought.

We shall see!

April 11

Sandy has a cold so I had the day to myself. Went to do the usual -- post office, newspapers, gas. Ran into Calvin at the post office, then I called Yvonne to see if she wanted to go to the Elks breakfast. She said yes, so I told her to let Calvin know in case he wants to go too.  Then I went to Stop & Shop and spent too much as usual. LOL!!

Came home and tore apart the cabinet - at least I have the bottom shelf fixed up with all my spices. Top shelf with chips and stuff but have two more in between to go and a ton of stuff I don't know where to put.

Tomorrow is Mass, Elks, laundry and hopefully a bunch of cooking for work for the week.

I also read and took a nap. I love my life!

April 9 & 10

Missed a day but it was just a normal day like today. Came home and stayed here. Both days. :)

April 8

A good day. I love life. I can't wait to see my kids again.

April 7

Carol called and said she's going to stay at Bubba's and I shouldn't get a dog and I would have Zooey. Geez!! I just hope the dog doesn't pee everywhere.

Went to the library to the reuse, recycle thing.

April 6

So Carol called and said they hope to be up here within a few months and are going to stay with me. She wants to sue Renee for the rights to Allen's books. She's going to call Alan Tyma. She wants Anthony in with it too. I don't know what's in her heard. All I know is that I want my family TOGETHER.

April 5

Carol and Laney called me for Easter. Anthony didn't. He's clueless.

Sandy and I went to Cracker Barrel and then to a few stores. I bought some books and stuff.

I have a ham and potatoes baking in the oven right now. Don't feel like making deviled eggs or potato salad so I'll use the eggs during the week.

And I did go to 8:00 Mass. Started my Easter Sunday right. Hopefully I will continue.

It has been a great weekend. :)

And I just got a call from Carol saying she wants to be back here within two months and plans on staying here so I shouldn't get a dog just yet because she's allergic to pitts. Oh boy. This should be interesting. She agrees that she treated me like crap when we lived together before. Now if she and her brother could mend their issues, my life will be complete.

April 4 - Mom's 101st birthday & quote to remember.

Went to the 5k walk and saw a ball in the middle of the road down there. At first I thought it was tumbleweed but we don't have tumbleweed here that I know of. At that point Arlene drove up and we got out to look. It was what I thought was a hedgehog. So freaking cute. Anyway I put on gloves an carried him to the top of the hill where he would be safe. And he stayed there all morning. I kept checking on him but all he'd do is pick up his head and look. Finally I called the Nature Center and they told me to bring him there. He actually might be a beaver or a woodchuck. Whatever he is, he's so cute. I named him Hoggy. LOL!!!

Today Mommy would have been 101. I do miss her.

Went to Chris' for dinner -- ham and kielbasa and potato salad - all blessed at church this morning.

Quote to remember:

When you have eliminated the impossible, whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth. -- Sherlock Holmes

April 3

Good Friday. Went and did laundry and some grocery shopping. Then to pick up cocktail shrimp at Szabos for Chris' house. Then to Chris' and then to the Elks and now home.

Timmy's transplant went well and he's up and about.

Praise God!!

Tomorrow I have to be down at the Riverwalk by BJ's for 7:30 to help out with Walt Mayhew's 5k walk. And then back to Chris' tomorrow night for Holy Saturday dinner.

April 2

Quick day at work. Judy brought me in and then we went to the dollar store on the way home and then home. Went to city hall with Laura and Jay and then to Raro's to get my car. The "around $100" turned into $175 but that's because he put a new thermostat in while he was in there. Hopefully that will be it for the next year or so.

April 1

Cosmic meeting. Just me, Donna and Margaret at the Elks. It was nice though.

Donna looked at the apartment next door but didn't like it. It is very run down and tiny. But I went over to see it and stand where my Mommy and Daddy stood when they were first married.

Timmy will be having a stem cell transplant on Friday. Chemo tomorrow . There were able to collect enough stem cells today for the transplant. I think he's producing his own. I am praying for him.

March 31

I can't believe how fast the year is going by. Tomorrow is April 1. Wow!

Laura, Joel and I went to the Center for a meeting that no one else showed up for. Then we went to the storage and got the rest of Carol's stuff.

March 30

I don't know what this date is but I keep feeling it's something important. It's not anyone's birthday or anniversary. What is it????

Came home after work and just stayed here.

March 29

What a day!!

Went to Naugatuck and picked up Jenna. We were going to grab a sandwich at the cigar store but they don't cook on Sunday. Meanwhile Timmy was texting that he'd be down to the Center soon. I asked him if he wanted me to pick him up because he thought he was going to eat at the cigar store too and we were headed to Duchess. So that's what we did. Good thing because Antonio was supposed to pick him up and Timmy couldn't get hold of him all day.

The even went great but we only had 40 kids. That was kind of sad but with the snow yesterday and the muddy ground I guess people just passed on it. One little boy slipped in a pile of mud and was covered. LOLOL!!

Then I drove Jenna back to Naugatuck and came back. Timmy came here for awhile while we waited for Laura and Joel and Jay to go do some stuff then we all went to Carol's storage place. Oh my God!! It was a maze. Literally. I thought we'd end up living there. We kept getting lost and getting hysterical and I laughed so hard I'm hurting. But we got most of Carol's stuff and will get the rest tomorrow or Tuesday after the meeting.

I bought a party pizza from Big Y and we ate at Laura's and I brought Timmy home and now I'm home relaxing with Ruffio.

March 28

Davin asked to borrow some money so I met with him this morning at the post office and gave him $50. He gave me wonderful news -- he's going to be a dad. His wife is due November 14. Lou would be so happy -- three grandchildren. I miss her.

Went to the Seymour library book sale and I got some books on herbs. One of them happened to be one that's on my list for the course. I have GOT to get my ass going on that course.

Then we went to Tea with Tracy - I'm so in love with that place.

After that we went to Ocean State, My Sister's Place and Target and then to Mass for Palm Sunday at St. Mike's. Then to eat at the Chinese Buffet.

I'm exhausted and just making myself stay awake until 10.

Oh got my invitation to Jaime and Freya's wedding today. It should be cool. The Harper and the Minstrel will be playing there. I'm wondering if it will be a handfasting.

Oh yea - turned the heat back on.

March 27

Didn't feel good today. Paulette came in at one and I left. Slept a bit. Feel better now. Hope I stay that way. I turned the heat off too.

March 26

Alderman meeting tonight. Saw Andy. He acts like we were never related but I hugged him anyway. LOL!!

March 25

Nothing but work and home. I like this life. :)

March 24

Worked. Then went to the post office, and the chiropractor. Ran to city hall to pick up the Cultural Commission's mail, went to the Eco Fest site and took pictures to email to Laura - it's pretty dug up down there, then to buy Chinese food and home.

I do love my life. :)

March 23

Talked to Donna and told her about the little apartment next door being for rent. (Mommy and Daddy's old apartment.) For $600-$650 she can't go very wrong. She's going to check into it.

Went to the library to see this guy who wrote a book about Lindley Street. It was definitely different. So much so that I was going to buy the book but when I pulled the coupons out of my pocket book and threw them on the kitchen table, I accidentally pulled the envelope with the money. Oh well!

March 22

What a wonderful day. Went up to Diana's beautiful new house and had my birthday. Even Michael came with baby Anthony. Jenna and her friend made me two heart-shaped chocolate cakes and a cinnamon cake. Kayla and Lia made me cards. Anthony gave me a powerful new vacuum cleaner. Then I went to Friendly's and had lunch with Sam - she bought it for me for my birthday.

I love my family.

March 21

A great day. Woke up and sat and read and had coffee. Then I got dressed and went to go clean off my car from yesterday's snow -- and it was snowing. LOL!! I LOVE winter!! Anyway, I cleaned off my car and went to get my papers and mail and came home.

Met Chris at the lodge at 3:30 - today was Installation of Officers. Yvonne and Spencer came down too. Made it perfect. And Yvonne bought me two coffee mugs for my birthday.

It was a very good day. Tomorrow I'm going to Naugatuck  because Jenna's baking me a birthday cake and my boy is home from out West.

March 20

It's snowing. It's the first day of spring. I love it! LOLOL!! All those people bitching and not being able to wait until spring and it's snowing. Probably the end of the snow but still!

March 19

Work. Home. Cooked. Ate. Relaxing. I love life! :)

March 18

Back to work and it's cold and windy. Really windy. It's so windy that right now I can feel wind in my bedroom. That hasn't happened all winter. Weird.

March 16 & 17

So yesterday (3/16) Sandy and I went up to the casinos - we had a nice time and I came back today around $180 down. But I had fun and that's all that matters.

This afternoon I went to Joann's and she made corned beef and cabbage for dinner. Mickey was there and their brother Mike, from England (still have to ask about that). What a wonderful time I had. I could spend all day and night talking with them. And they surprised me with a tiny cake and flowers and a card.

Then to the cultural commission meeting where Laura and Joel surprised me with a little cake. I can't believe what a wonderful day it's been.

My family all called me. Sam texted me and Jenna even called. She's baking me a chocolate cake with chocolate frosting for Sunday.

March 14 & 15

Pretty much did the same thing both days sort of. Yesterday I ran a few errands and came home and stayed here. Watched tv. Putzed around.

Today I didn't go to Mass and I didn't leave the house. Did a few things, knit a little bit and that was that.

Interesting tidbit -- CTRF is moving their Robin Hood faire to the North Haven fairgrounds. YEAH!!

Friday, March 13

A very nice day indeed. After work I stopped home for a few and then went to meet Joann and her brother from England. I'll have to have her tell me how he came to be again. I know she told me when we first started getting together but I forgot. We had pizza at Zois and on Tuesday, Micky is coming down to get him and staying there a few days and Jo invited me over to eat. She figures around 3-4 p.m. If I'm back from the casino by then I'll go.

She said something I didn't know. She kept telling her brother about Mommy and Daddy and how welcoming they were to everyone. That I knew. But she said when they went to California, Bob lost his job and they lost their apartment and their car got repossessed and she was working for not much money and they couldn't make it. She said Daddy sent them money to buy bus tickets. It took four days for them to get here and they stayed with us for a week or so. I vaguely remember that part. And that's when Daddy bought the house on Smith Street. I remember them coming back but I didn't know all the rest.

Then I met Chris at the Elks and Vinny came down too. All I had was club soda. I just got home.

March 12

Nothing new. Everything's great. Took a bath and am watching tv. Pizza with Joann and her brother from England (haven't a clue where he came from) tomorrow night.

March 11

Back to work today. Paulette was out still so I was admin. assistant.  The work day went by fast. Then to see Dr. Raccio and home.

I turned the heat off so maybe it can stay off until next winter. We'll see. :)

March 10

Stayed home and brought the car to Raro's at 8:30 ish. It took them all day but they said it needed a gallon of coolant. I was walking home and I slipped on ice and landed on my back and smacked my head into a concrete jersey barrier. I'm fine. Nothing broken and nothing hurts.

BUT Dr. Raccio, my chiropractor says I have whiplash. And he wants to see me again tomorrow.

March 9

The car is acting up. I'm taking it to Raro's tomorrow. Hopefully it just needs something very minor like antifreeze.

Walked to the library -- it's not a bad walk -- for the end of the winter reading program. Then stayed until 8 p.m. so Antonio could give me a ride home.

Jeannie, from the Ansonia Animal Control was there and she said she'd be interested in doing something for the Eco Fest. Also she says she has a few pitties. I told her I'd get in touch with her after my birthday next week.

March 7 & 8

Totally missed today - I'm still awake so even though it's the 8th now, it's still the 7th for me.

Sandy and I went to Common Bond and I bought another bottle of raw milk which I seem to be able to drink with no problems at all. Then I went to Shop Rite and now I have a ton of stuff to do tomorrow -- cook stuff, clean out the freezer, food save stuff and re pack the freezer so stuff fits.

Then we're going to the Historical Society's annual board meeting.

I'm not going to Mass. I commune with God at home on Sundays when I don't get to mass. I hope it's ok with Him.

Went to the meeting. It was ok. Volunteered to work the tea in July. That way I'll be doing something good and won't have to pay. I can't afford it!

We had a cultural commission meeting tonight. Just got home

March 6

Time is flying again. Geez. Soon it will be Easter and then Christmas.

It's the weekend. I am home. Chris just wanted to meet at the Elks without eating so I told her I was staying home. Bleh!

March 5

A quiet day. I called in a PL day because it was snowing to where I didn't think the roads were safe for me. At 8:00 I get the text saying work is closed. WTF? So anyway it snowed lightly all day and my car is covered. I am hoping for a delay tomorrow so I don't have to be out there at 6 a.m. cleaning off the car. Actually if they do call a delay, I'll be out there cleaning the car when the text comes. LOL!!

Made pumpkin bread for Joel and hope he comes to get it before it rots. It's the last one of the season.

Made clam fritters that came out so-so.

That's about it.

March 4 - Tony and Timmy

Rita called. Tony may have cancer. Something about his vertebrae and blood. I couldn't understand her very well  because she was crying so hard. She told me I can't tell anyone and, of course, she's not going to tell Lindsey. Until they know for sure.

And our cousin Gloria died. Gina Coscia's daughter. Only 50. I found out because I got a Facebook invite to her graveside service tomorrow at 1 p.m. WTF? I hadn't seen her in so many years I wouldn't recognize her but she was still my cousin's daughter. :(

We had a three hour delay today because of icky roads. It snowed and rained last night. Roads were fine driving in and home though. It's like 40 degrees out there.

Supposed to storm again tomorrow.

Arlene just sent me a pm. Tim is going to be getting a bone marrow transplant. Wtf.

March 3

Uncle Tom's birthday and I totally forgot it's Carol's first anniversary. What kind of mother am I? She actually had to tell me to remind me. :(

Weather is bad -- snow/rain mix. I'm hoping for yet another day off tomorrow. We'll see!!!

March 2

Work was delayed until 11 a.m. but the day turned out to be beautiful. There were snow showers all the way to work but pretty and light. I will miss this winter. It has been truly wonderful.

Oh well. What can you do. I do look forward to spring as I look forward to every day in my life.

Went to the library for the Women's Group and found out it was canceled due to the weather. Not sure what was wrong with the weather. I got a book and visited with Antonio and his co-worker for a bit and came home.

Going to bed now,

Oh yeah -- when I was cleaning off my car this morning, Linda Coppola, the principal of St. Mary-St. Michael's School stopped on the highway and got out of her car and handed me a cheesecake. She said I won it in the raffle at the pasta dinner Sunday. I asked why she didn't just call me and she said she didn't have my number. Told her my number was on the ticket along with my name. LOL!! Anyway, I brought to work.

Then I get a PM from Marc saying I must be lucky because he won a box of candy and we had both said we never win anything. So I told him I won too. LOL!

March 1

45 years ago today. It was a Sunday. 10 p.m. The night that changed my life forever. That's when I agreed to date Allen. What a journey it's been.

Anyway -- didn't go to Mass. Went to the laundromat but stopped the drying cycle early because it was snowing. It's still snowing and so far Bob hasn't canceled or delayed work. I plan on going in with Judy tomorrow.

That's it.

Feb 27 & 28

Forgot to post last night. Not that I ever post anything worthy of remembering. And that's why I do this, so I can remember things. Then I forget to put what I wanted to remember. *sigh*

The only thing I did after work yesterday was meet Chris for supper (Duchess) and then we went to MEATO at the CWV. Tony said the Elks want a booth at Derby Day and I think Sheila Parizzo does too, so I have to get them application info.

In a little while I'll run to the post office and cigar store, get gas and go pick up Sandy. We're going to the Seymour Public Library's book sale and then to downtown Seymour to eat at Tea with Tracy and then roam around there.

I have to meet Marc around 5 at St. Mikes for supper and then we're off to the hockey game!

There's a freaking stomach bug going around and I'm praying hard that I can avoid it. Bleh!

Had an amazing time with Marc tonight. We ate at St. Mikes - food was wonderful. But I absolutely LOVED the hockey game even though our team (Cornell) lost to Yale. It was SO much fun!!

Feb. 26

Had to scramble with Carol so her car doesn't get repossessed. The car that's in my name. She needed $500. I was going to get it from Anthony - didn't tell her. But she found someone to lend it to her. I will give her the money from my next paycheck and she will (hopefully) come up with it to pay me back before I have to pay April's rent.

Feb. 25

Today my baby sister is 54. I miss her.

Marc and I are going to eat at the Catholic War Vets on Saturday before going to the the hockey game. I'm very excited about this. I wonder if there will be a fight?

Feb. 24

Home. That's about it. Talked to Anthony for a few minutes. We might go out for supper Thursday night.

Feb 23 going to see hockey!!

Marc Weissman pm'd me and said he got the tickets for the hockey game on Saturday night -- Yale, I think. YEAH!! I'm going to get to go to my very first hockey game. :)

Was supposed to go see Teddy Roosevelt at the library but I was too cozy in the house and decided to stay in.

Feb. 22

The day turned out beautiful. It snowed all morning and then it melted and I got out for a bit. Cleaned the snow off my car and ran to the store.

Been in the rest of the day -- started knitting a shawl that should go really fast.

But now the roads are icy and there was an accident on the highway right next door. Car spun out and hit a neighbor's brand new work van.

If it's icy in the morning, I'm calling/texting Judy. I'm not taking chances.

Feb 21

It's snowing! I love this winter. A good old fashioned winter. Everyone else hates it. They should just move South!

Sandy and I went to the diner and then Walmart and the dollar store. That was it. 

I came home and baked monster cookies 

Feb. 20

So I figured out last night that the noise I thought was someone trying to get in the other night, was the cat trying to get into the closet. And I had that gun out and loaded so fast and Joel on the phone. LOL!! I will not tell any of them what happened. They'll think I'm insane. LOL!!

Feb. 19

Arlene and Tom's 38th wedding anniversary. I miss those days and everyone in them.

Feb. 18

My car got a clean bill of health. Yeah! And they only charged me for the oil change - $34. Raros is my new garage for sure.

Sitting here watching tv. Snow tomorrow but hopefully something I can drive in.

Feb 17

Back to work after four days off. I don't mind. I even drove myself in and it was snowing. The roads weren't bad so I went on my own. It cleared up by noon and the roads were dry coming home.

Feb. 16

Went to CVS and Shoprite and got some good deals. Then stayed home. Was supposed to go to the gym but got one of the worst cases of heartburn I ever had and decided to stay home.

Back to work tomorrow!

Feb. 15

Didn't step foot outside at all today. The wind was really bad so I stayed home. Baked banana bread for Monica, pumpkin bread for Joel and snickerdoodles for me.

Feb 14

Had no internet yesterday and most of today so I didn't feel like posting from the ipad and hotspot. Waited for the Frontier guy - really nice man. All is fixed. Have no couch. It wouldn't fit.

And it's snowing. Blizzard supposedly. I just don't want the winds they say we might get - 60 mph or more. I'm afraid my trash will end up on the highway!

Feb 12

Another day at work and flurries. Driving home in flurries is so beautiful. The roads were fine. Went to the Chinese buffet and picked up supper then came home and here I stay. Chris was too tired to go to the gym and I'm glad to stay here.

I'm off for four days -- our annual president's long weekend. Tomorrow I need to finish up my Chinese New Year's swap and get it mailed. I also need to deep clean the living room -- couch will be arriving between 3-7 p.m. - my Christmas present from Anthony. And while I'm at it, I want to scour the kitchen floor and neaten the kitchen. Phew!

But if I can accomplish all that tomorrow, I'll have a nice easy rest of the weekend!

Feb. 11

Work was good as usual. Came home and then to the gym with Chris and Marcia. That's it!

Feb. 10

Sammy Dove is 19 years old. I can't wrap my mind around that.

Went to work. Drove myself. Roads were fine. Tomorrow should be the same and then supposedly snow on Thursday. Friday through Monday I have off. Friday my couch is coming. Yeah!

Feb. 9

No work today. I'm going to text Judy for a ride in tomorrow. I didn't even go out and unbury my car.

Cooked some stuff. Crocheted. Talked to the cat. Watched tv. I don't mind staying home.

And I can't believe that Sammy Dove will be 19 tomorrow.

Feb. 8

Went to Mass and have been home every since. Mostly watched tv and took a nap. Don't know what the weather is going to do but I may end up calling Judy for a ride to work. I'll call at 6 to make sure I get her before she leaves home this time.

SCSU website says we have a delay until noon tomorow

Feb 7

Started out good. Sandy and I went to eat in Ansonia and hit up a few thrift stores there. It was snowing so we ended up earlier.

Then I went to MEATO and had a nice time there. Chris won. I didn't.

Came home to find out my online friend, Irene's son killed himself this morning. Hung himself in their basement laundry room. Last Saturday Davin's classmate killed himself. Today Nancy's daughter's friend killed himself. I don't understand. I don't want to understand. Irene is devastated, of course. What the hell is happening.

I promised her that I would receive the Eucharist tomorrow for him and her.

Feb 6

Woke up to what I thought was a flat tire - turns out the snow made it look like it.

So I went to Town Faire and bought four new tires. Obviously I didn't go to work

Chris and I went to the Elks for spare rib dinner -- it was great and there was so much I had to take half home

Maybe another weekend of snow.

Feb 5

Work and home and boy is it cold in my room. Better cold than hot. :)

Feb. 4

A normal work day and then possible snow tonight. A big snow storm predicted for Sunday through Tuesday.

Feb 3 Digging out

So the guys spent all day yesterday until late last night plowing and digging and they cleared around the sides of my car and all in front so another car could also fit in there if needed. Theoretically all I should have to do is drive straight out. Well someone plowed a mountain in front of my car and I had to struggle like crazy to get out and later back in. Laura and I shoveled.

Went to BJs and went to pay car taxes and went to the gym with Chris.

Edited to add -- how could I forget - miracl??s. When I went to pay taxes I saw that Timmy still had an outstanding tax bill from 1995 for $7. With interest it was $39 so I told them I'd pay it. They told me that after $15 years it's gone. So I called Timmy when I got home to find out how he's doing and joke about the taxes. HE'S IN REMISSION!!!!!!!!!!!! He's regenerating his own blood cells. God is answering our prayers. He's even being allowed to go back to work starting tomorrow.

Thank you God!

Feb day 2

I'm losing track of what number day it is so I guess I'll do it this way. LOL!!

Anyway - what a day. The snow turned to a little rain and Joel and Billy plowed around the apartments AND they plowed out my car and the spaces behind me. And then ... it started snowing again. It's snowing like a son of a gun and yet no texts from work. Go figure. I know I'm NOT driving unless the road are really clear and Judy has a dentist appointment at 7:30 and might not even make it to work if she's still in major pain!

But I worked on my swap stuff - I hope to get it done by the end of the weekend so I can get it to my person by the 17th.

I found out that my federal refund came in three days ago on the 30th. I've been checking my Sikorsky account instead of Ion. Forgot I had it go there. So I ordered a wireless printer from Walmart to be picked up when it's in.

I cooked -- stuffed mushrooms and a corn casserole. I love corn casseroles! And since Joel did all that for me, I asked him what he'd like me to bake. He said his favorite is pumpkin bread -- that's in the oven now.

I even took a shower.

And it's barely 4 p.m.

I'm hoping like heck there's no work tomorrow. Or at the very least - a long delay.

Guess there's no women's group tonight. LOL!

Edited to say -- no work tomorrow. SCSU is delayed until 4:30 PM! That's the kind of delay I like!!

Day 32 -- almost started with day one again!

February 1 -- Ma's birthday. Hope she's having a great birthday in Heaven.

Went to Mass and then to the Elks for breakfast and then home. Made stuff for Superbowl and then Chris told me she was going to pay the $25 for wings and booze. I didn't bring anything because I felt stupid so I had popcorn and some fried mootz sticks. I did have three shots of Jack Daniels though. I think I'm immune to the alcohol in JD because I can drink it and feel perfectly normal. Too bad it's so expensive.

Came home at halftime -- the halftime show really sucked and I was bored to tears because I'm not into watching games on tv.

Oh and work has been called off for tomorrow!

Day 31

Went out with Sandy since the day was fine other than cold and windy. We went to the Seymour library book sale. Saw Marc Weismann there and he's got the tickets ordered for the hockey game and will let me know what's what.

Picked up a few books for myself and two for Carol

Then I went down the Elks to help with the blind vet's dinner but found out it had been canceled due to something happening at their place. So I stayed and Dave the plumber bought me three shots of JD. After that wore off I came home.

Down there again tomorrow after Mass for breakfast, then home to make myself some Superbowl munchies and back to the lodge for the Superbowl.

But we have a storm warning beginning at 7 p.m tomorrow night - heavy snow. Accumulation up to 14 inches over night. So who knows? Maybe no work Monday. If there IS work, I'm calling Judy for a ride!!

I really do love winter!

Day 30

Woke up and decided to stay home from work. I was feeling a teeny bit crappy so I wasn't lying when I texted Judy.

Stayed in all day and baked some stuff, watched tv and crocheted. Then went to the diner for supper with Chris and Marcia.

Home now!

Day 29 -- Family

Anthony, Karla, Kayla and the dog, Molly came to supper. I made Shepherd's Pie and they loved it. There was barely anything left for them to take home. And they stayed and visited for several hours. I love my family. I am so blessed.

Day 28

Back to normal. We went in at 10 a.m. Roads were clear, thank God. That's it.

Day 27 - snow day

The giant blizzard was the blizzard that wasn't so giant. Lots of snow but it was light and deep. I slept in until 9 a.m. or so and then did all kinds of stuff. Watched tv. Knit. Read a little. Cooked my pork chops, cooked my wings, fried corn, roasted cauliflower, I stayed in pajamas all day.

Tomorrow we are on delay until 10 a.m. I believe that Joel and Billy shoveled out my car so I should be all set.

Day 26 - snow

It's going to be a blizzard. We worked until 11 and we're off tomorrow and maybe Wednesday. Our guys are spending the night at work. Maybe two nights. I had Judy pick me up and drive me home. Good thing because it did start snowing before we left work. It slowed down and even stopped once or twice since then but now it's snowing so that the highway is covered.

When I got home I covered my car with a tarp so cleaning off won't be as bad as it could be. The governor declared a state of emergency and said no one should be on the roads after 9 tonight. They're saying this could be worse than 2013 and that was pretty bad. I remember Anthony's road wasn't plowed for a week! We'll see.

Thank God I have this gas and gas stove in case we lose power. And I have plenty of food. Brooky is still in Naugatuck. I told Diana it would be better if she were there during this storm. So it's just me and Ruffio and we're nice and cozy.

Day 25 - snow?

Went to Mass and then the laundromat and then Stop & Shop and then Shoprite. The dog is still in Naugy so it's just me and Ruffio.

Came home and made two thirds of the Shepard's pie -- got the meat done and in the bottom of the pan and the corn on top of that. Put it in the back room since it's almost refrigerator cold back there. If I can make room in the fridge, I'll stick it in there tomorrow. I'll do the potatoes when Anthony says he's coming down.

They are calling for a potential 20" of snow starting tomorrow around 1 and ending sometime Tuesday. I'm sure we'll get a day or two off. I already called Judy and she's picking me up in the morning. I'll have Mike Tucker's birthday cake -- that's cooling. All I have to do tonight is make the frosting.

I want to put a tarp over my car but as usual Joel/Laura never replied to my voicemail. I'm so over that bullshit. I asked if Joel could call me so he can advise me on doing it or help me. How long could it take - 5 minutes of their precious time?

Anyway I also tossed a ton of plastic containers because I like the new Ziplock ones and have a mess of them. Hopefully I'll have a little extra storage room! LOL!!

Day 24

A stay at home day. It snowed last night and rained some so it was a stay home day. I made dough for bread and it's in the fridge. If I have a spare minute tomorrow, I'll make myself some bread.

I worked on coupons and watched tv and tomorrow will go to Mass, the laundromat, Stop & Shop, Shop Rite and come home and bake Mike Tucker's cake for work on Monday. I also hope to bake some bread and make the shepherd's pie for whenever Anthony and Karla and Samantha come down.

James came and took Brooklyn for overnight today so tonight's going to be strange being without my cuddling dog.

Day 23 - money and babies

So yesterday's pay had my annual increase -- $750, out of which I got $400. I'd forgotten I get that in the first paycheck in January. Don't know what it's for but I won't complain. I caught up on my bills with it. Except for the rent which I was going to put the rest in with my next paycheck.

Guess I don't have to -- I checked my Ion balance because I got gas using that card - I get cash back. But instead of the $500 minus the gas, that should be in in there, There's $753 - enough for the rent. My State refund came in already. YEAH!!

Lindsey finally posted on Facebook. She and Bryce are having a baby boy and are due in July.

Day 22 - a good one

Not that there have been any bad ones! But this is the first alderman meeting that I actually felt like something positive is possible for Derby Day and the Eco Fest. We'll see.

Day 21 - Ouch!

Worked as usual. Got most of my stuff done - had a little problem with Excel which better have fixed itself overnight!

THEN we went to the gym. We did the 30 minute circuit - every other thing was step stuff and I have no coordination so that was nuts. THEN we did chest -- that consisted of lying on a ball lifting weights. That's mainly where the ouch comes in.

I'm going to be so sore tomorrow!

Day 20

Back to work but that's ok. For most of the times I do love my job. :)

H&R Block sent me an email saying the IRS has accepted my Federal Return so I'm on the way to getting caught up. Yeah!

Going to the gym soon. Was going to go to the fiber arts thing at the Nature Center but I just want to do the gym and come home tonight. Maybe next week I'll do both.

Day 19

What a day! I spent most of the day cleaning - I thought I had most of it done yesterday but today was a LOT more. And I still have more to go. Geez! But it was good enough for company in the kitchen, bathroom and living room anyway.

Then I ran to Shoprite for dog food and stuff and across to meet Chris and Ginny at the gym. I could only do 15 minutes on the treadmill and then ran home to be here for the meeting.

We had a full house -- Laura, Joel, Angela, the baby, Monica, Antonio, who brought his mother, Nick, Timmy and an hour or so late, Susan and Ian. And we all ate and sort of had a meeting and just had a nice time.

And Nick set up both my Wii AND the Roku stick. YEAH!

Day 18

I didn't go to Mass -- the steps and sidewalk were a sheet of ice. I didn't go to the gym - wasn't going out for anything. Spent the day cleaning and have a ton to go but it's set for our cultural commission meeting, sort of. I stopped when Laura decided it's too yucky to have a meeting and postponed until tomorrow night.

I'm off tomorrow so I'll be able to get the house 100% ready. Living room is fine. Kitchen needs a little more neatening and then the kitchen and bathroom floors need washing.

I'd like to do my room too but that's really reaching. LOL!!

Am going to the gym with Chris at 5 so I'll just do 1/2 an hour on the treadmill and get  back here in time for the meeting.

Day 17 no gym

We were going to go to the gym today after 4 but Chris and I didn't want to go. We're going tomorrow after I get out of Mass.

I went to the Sassafrass diner with Sandy and then Common Bond. I LOVE that store! Bought raw milk so we'll see how that works out for me.

Day 16

No gym tonight. I was supposed to go to the union holiday thing and Chris just didn't want to go. We're going at 8 a.m. tomorrow so I can still make it to do whatever with Sandy.

I had key issues -- locked myself out again last night and had to have Chuck open my door. The keys I gave Laura and Joel are wrong. This morning my keys stayed in the house while me and the lanyard went out. Went and got Joel so he could jimmy the front door open. Oh my God! I'm sick of key issues!! LOL! Went to get extras made at Home Depot after work, and a spare car key. Then the car would turn over, start and shut off. Called AAA. Then Raro's. Then realized it was the new key. When I used the old key, the car is fine. Unbelieveable!!

Anyway I had called Micky and Rich and told them I couldn't go because of car issues and didn't want to call back and say yes, I'm going so I'm going out with Chris. And Tom just called so he'll probably meet up with us later.

Well I'm back. We went to Duchess and then to the CWV. Tom didn't show up. I worry about him and his drinking. Ginny and Pete came - it's Ginny's birthday -- and we had a nice time. I even had a beer tonight for the first time in a long time. :)