November 17, 2016

34 years ago I almost lost my baby and be both almost died. But God was good and we both lived and Carol is my beautiful adult daughter. I miss and love her.

Yesterday was 7 years since Allen died. How I wish things had been different. I wish he loved me more. That we could have been the family that we were supposed to be. More importantly that he didn't get sick and die and was still alive today even if it was with Renee.

Anthony needed to give me money so he invited me up to their place for supper last night. It was a good thing because I couldn't face the sawdust. The "plumbers" came that the landlord sent to drill holes for heating vents. They did that Tuesday. They left sawdust all over the place. They left their trash from the grates. They're not done because they still have to put in a thermostat and, according to Anthony, they have to seal the grates. They are very unprofessional and quite possibly illegals. They were very nice but the entire apartment is covered in sawdust and I just can't deal with it. I'm going to borrow a shop face from Joel.

Back to the RI Comic Con - don't know if I wrote about it or not but not going to check now. I do know the one thing I forgot to mention to anyone is that as Alice Cooper was signing my picture, he was singing my name over and over. He's such a really nice guy. Not No More Mr. Nice Guy. But a very, very nice man.

November 12, 2016

Allena turned 6 today. If they had a party, Carol didn't post anything about it. :(

Margaret and I went to Rhode Island Comic Con. I got autographs from Arthur Darvill, Billy Dee Williams, and Katy Cassidy (the Black Canary, from Arrow). Billy Dee was NOT nice. Margaret said how much she loved his movies and he barely acknowledged her. I told him I've loved his acting all my life and he didn't say a word. :(

BUT I got to meet Rory (Arthur Darville) so that made up for it. And better yet, Denny Duquette/John Winchester/the latest Walking Dead bad guy, Negan - Margaret paid $85 to get his autograph. We stood in line for 5.5 hours. I wanted to see him up close so I stayed with her. When we got up there after he signed Margaret's picture, he hugged her and then reached out and hugged me!!! Oh my God!

What an awesome day!!

November 9, 2016

And history has been made again. A Clinton lost the election and Donald Trump, a non-politician, non-lawyer, has become our president. And I am so excited and happy. I honestly believe she's evil and people I know who fight demons believe she's demonic and a devil worshiper. This has been the nastiest election in history as far as I know. And I pray that Trump will turn this country around and make us whole again.

I didn't go to work today. Woke up late so I texted them saying I was sick. So, after last time, tomorrow I might be in trouble. I honestly don't care. It always seems the rules are different for me so what happens happens. I just need this job for another year and 4 months. Then I can collect social security and find another job.