Sunday, February 23, 2014

Back to my old ways?

Wow! I haven't posted anything since Wednesday. I haven't done that in a long time. Well not much has happened other than Anthony is here and hopefully tomorrow we'll go look at cars. Went to Laura's for a mini meeting tonight.

Oh yes, Friday night Normand was up from Florida and we met at the Elks -- Chris and Tommy and Vinny and Joe and Ray and Patty and Roseann. It was a really nice get-together and we all hand a nice time. I also discovered that Bar None has wonderful mashed potato pizza. YUM!!!

We're supposed to get snow again this week. As much as I love it, it's almost making me look forward to spring. But not if I don't have a car. LOL!!!

And how about throwing in the expected slam. They want me out. Even though Tony begged me not to leave and said dont go to the apartment, they didn't say that. They said someday down the road. WTF? He said do. Not. Go. We want you here. When I said maybe in six months he said ok but I'd rather you don't go. And I didn't. This is twice they're fucking me over. Twice they're just about making me homeless. I have to think. I can't think. I don't know what to do. I do know that I'm so angry with myself for falling for their bullshit yet again.

I trust in God. God will help me. God will always help me. He has always helped me. This is my lifeline.

I WILL get through this. I will make it. I'll find a place. A place for me because this is total bullshit. I need to be with my own people, whoever they are.

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