One on one

So I went down to the lodge to meet Jerry and we talked. I told him I have nothing against anyone and I just am opting out of all the drama. Whether or not he agreed is something else but he did say he did understand. I told him he does not need to read my email on the floor and I certainly wasn't going further with it. I said I'd like to be allowed to come to functions and stuff. He said he accepted my officer resignation but not membership resignation. I don't think he has a choice in the membership part but I said ok.

Now I just need to figure out why the hell I join all these things knowing damn well that there's going to be drama and I'm going to end up leaving. Grrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!1