How to feel

Anthony has to be in Wyoming on July 18th for interviews and stuff. I'm so excited for him and scared for me and happy for him and, of course, worried about him. That's so far away. North Dakota will be after that providing all goes well. But if they want him to go to Wyoming -- travel across country -- then they must be going to hire him! I can't believe that both of my kids will be so far away and I'll have no one.

Ok I can't really say I'll have no one but I mean that I've had one or both of them so close for so long and now they'll be gone. I miss them so very much already. But this is what's best for them and for me right now I guess.