No one has money. Anthony is going to ask to borrow money from the family. I pray they trust in him and lend it to him. He WILL pay them back. I may end up asking a friend to borrow money as much as I hate to and I WILL pay it back. I really hate money. But these transitions can't be made without it and they have to be made.
Seb will be at the wake. I'm praying nothing happens there that involves me or my kids. I hate living like an insane person. So I'll just keep having faith that all will go well. Tim and Jennifer will be there. Tim is one of the ones that threw me away but is all sweet when we talk. Jennifer is the goddaughter that I failed. I never had money or means to be a proper godmother to her. I will be happy to see them and they will at least pretend to be happy to see me. Maybe they really will be happy.
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