And still

Went to the nursing home after work and she's still the same. How could she be the same when she's not being hydrated nor given nutrition?? But she is. I don't know if she can hear us but I think she might. While I was alone with her I told her Liana and Lillian and Taboo were waiting for her and my father and mother and maybe Allen. I asked her to give him a hug and kiss from me and to tell him his kids need him because they're battling worse than when they were children. I told her to feel free to visit me anytime as long as she doesn't scare me.

I don't really want her to go. I love her.