I know I should but I don't have the will tonight. I have to digest the fact that one of my best friends will never get to go home again. I went to see Lou in the hospital and Daryl said that while it's too soon for hospice, she can't live alone anymore. They're going to put her in a nursing home and one day she'll go from there to hospice. And she's the most amazing person. She's still full of cheer and love and laughter and she's ok with everything. I wish I was.
I found Joan Allen on Facebook and she remembers me and will call me tomorrow. I so wish Allen was still alive for this. We have so much to talk about. I did tell her Allen is dead. I hate that word. I really do. But his memory will live on in those of us who loved him.
How could I forget -- in the line of dying -- one of my Delphi friends from the newest forum I was in and part of the staff, passed away Saturday from a heart attack. I hate dead. I do.
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