Tuesday, March 01, 2011

Lodge meeting tonight

Tonite will be my second to last meeting as an officer. I don't know who will be the new Inner Guard but I doubt they'll ask me since they put someone up against me for the first chair. That's ok -- no more obligations for awhile. I can go to meetings or not as I please. I'm sure I'll still go to as many as possible. I love the Elks!

Zooey's going under the knife the day after tomorrow. They called to remind me. I asked, yet again, how much it would be. The first time they said around $450. Then last week they told me $292. Tonight at first she said $585!!!!!!!!! Holy crap! I can't afford that! Then she said no, it was $452. Better but still high. But at least it's around what I expected. Geez!

I am so tired I almost don't want to go to the meeting but I'm forcing myself to stay away. I did lay down for around 45 minutes. It helped a little but not much. I didn't cook and I don't feel like eating. Something tells me spring is coming sooner than later. I always feel crappy when winter is ending and spring begins. :(

41 years ago tonight, my life changed forever. I said yes to dating Allen and never looked back. And even though we split, I never wanted to be with anyone else.

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