Day two

And it's worse than quitting smoking. Oh my God! Yesterday I kept under the points with no problem. Today I'm over by 17 points, still have some of the weekly ones left, but still. I feel like I used to when I tried to quit smoking. I need to be eating something even though I'm not the slightest bit hungry. I'm not sure this is going to work. It never worked with smoking. I just decided one day that enough was enough and did it by being on welbutrin and the patch for two weeks. Then it was over and never another craving.

My God -- how do people do this when they have to lose a lot of weight? I only have to lose around 20-25 pounds and I'm doing horribly. And carrots or grapes just aren't going to cut it. I'm going to have a cup of coffee and see if tthat works. At least I drink it black.