No trust

So we had a sit down at work today. They blind-sided me. Missy and Judy. Missy's been in a snit because I told her (she said) that she should have checked the mail and stuff like that. She says all I do all day is go in Pinterest and text and then ask her to help. I have never asked for her help since they said she's not to do work orders. She has tons of her own stuff to do. If she asks me I say sure if you want to but that's it. When the mail comes she runs out with her letter opener and attacks it. I don't say a word. Even when she sorts it wrong.

Whatever. They made me cry and that is the last time ever that that will happen. I am totally in charge of work orders and mail. Which is what it should have been anyway. I do know that we ended on a good note but I will never ever ask her for help with anything and I'll not share any of my life unless she asks and very little at that. I've lost all faith in friendship.

Going to the Elks and then to the horror fest tomorrow with the other 'friend'. She can't be bothered to leave Norwalk early so we can get to the fest when it starts. And then she got all uppity -- you all go and have a good time. And of course I did my soothing thing but I'm getting so tired of everyone's dramatics.

Can I just stick with my volunteer stuff and forget about friends? I wish. And Chris is all snotty tonight because she doesn't want to do her job.

I've got to learn to keep my mouth shut and just zone out when everyone's drama shit goes on. I am getting not happy and I don't want that.

Left the Elks at 8 and came home to take Midnight, Laura's dog, out. She's such a sweetheart. I'm pretty sure there was a skunk on the porch though so I had to leave and then go back.