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I was thinking, as I often do, of how much I miss my mother and how much I should have asked her and talked to her about and how I'll never have that chance. I never thanked her for being such a great mom or for being there for me all the time. I never asked how she and Daddy met. Or what her dreams were growing up. Or if her life turned out at all like she wanted it to be. I was so self-centered that I never asked any of that. I always thought we'd take her here and there with us and we never did because I figured she wouldn't want to go. I never asked. And looking back I know she would have loved doing anything at all with us and I would have loved her being with us. I'm so sorry.