Four years ago he left without a goodbye to me. I still miss him so much. I miss not having been allowed to say goodbye. Not being allowed to talk with him while he was still alert enough to talk. No closure. It hurts.
Today was a busy day. I went to two church Christmas fairs with Sandy and then we went to the Humprey's House for open hearth day. I worked the gift shop until 4 and then helped clean up. Then I went directly to the Elks to help with the blind veteran's dinner. Then came home to Rita's.
I wasn't even here 10 minutes when Terry came over and Rita and Tony just now are getting her home. She's a bit wasted by my God. At least now I know why she was always messed up. From the time she was 9 until she was 11 -- three years of her young life, her older brother molested her. And now she's had bouts of cancer and now has a malignant growth in her breast. God help her. She's still the beautiful little girl but now grown up and hurting so much. And she's saying she doesn't want to get a mastectomy and is accepting what comes.
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